chapter 20; God created me with love.

23 November 2012

You're beautiful x

Assalammualaikum.


When there’s any person I become interested in I become jealous when other people talk to them. I tend to keep it inside and in time I start to let them drift because I know they’ll find someone better.

Or because I am just too scared of getting my hopes up.

Jealousy is a disease. Get well soon, Atyn.

I miss the old of me like seriously.

Enough with this.

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Wake up dear self. I'm beautiful no matter what. Just ignore what peoples say about me. Just live my life happily. I'm strong enough to face this.

There are 7 billion people on earth, don't let even one of them ruin your day, my dear self.

Don't be insecure. Just be myself & everything gonna be perfect.

Dear self, see, you're beautiful. 

Ignore the world, just live your life. Only Allah can judge you, Atyn. 

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And hey you, yes you who read this. You're beautiful like a princess, priceless & special. Stop telling yourself that you're not pretty. Just be yourself.  Don't compare, everybody has their own beauty in other ways. Everything has its beauty, but not everyone sees it. 

Haters hate because they hate seeing you do better than they will ever.  

Love, me. 

xxx 

14 November 2012

Thanks Allah.

Assalammualaikum.

Thanks Allah for a mother. Protect her.

Thanks Allah for a father. Protect him.

Thanks Allah for a parents I had, bless them dunia akhirat.

Thanks Allah for a lovely sister, protect & bless her.

Thanks Allah for this family member I had. Protect, bless & love them, Allah.

Thanks Allah for everything.

Thanks for this breath. Thanks for this joy. Thanks for these abilities.

Thanks for this lesson.

Thanks for being there.

Love, Atyn,
Your weak servant.

xx

03 November 2012

Bahasa rojak. x

Assalammualaikum.

Kabare semua? Waras? Ngak waras? Ngak papa dong, pergi jahanam aku tak reti cakap bahasa ini. Wkwkwkwkwk.

Hi semua. Sorry, perenggan satu tu annoying sangat. Rasa malu menebal dalam diri apabila terbaca perenggan satu.

Hmm, perenggan kedua tu aku maksudkan betul-betul.

Eh, perenggan ketiga tu jangan ambik serious sangat, aku melawak ja hehehehe.

Perenggan ketiga tu macam annoying ja cara aku gelak kan?

Perenggan keempat tu saja ja buat syok.

OKAY ENOUGH WITH THIS ATYN ROSLAN!

Nak cakap pasal bahasa rojak. You know, macam this la. Haaaa campur-campur bahasa gitew. Hahahaha! It kinda funny to me bila baca but yeah, aku suka.

Dalam kehidupan seharian kita pun kita akan campur adukan bahasa Melayu & English cuma kita saja tak sedar sebab dah terbiasa dengan cara percakapan kita yg suka campurkan dua bahasa ni. I don't blame anyone, sebab aku pun sebegitu jugak.

CONTOH!

1) Kita di shopping mall beli baju or something, nak kena cuba dulu takut sendat/longgar sangat kan, ayat yg kita akan sebut? "Mai nak try dulu, satgi ketat jenuh mai sini balik".

2) Dalam perjalanan nak jumpa kawan, kita text or call dia mesti akan cakap "Haa aku on the way(otw) dah ni, tunggu sat".

Banyak lagi contoh sebenaqnya, cuma otak aku ja malas nak tekan bagi laju sikit. Kalau ada idea mai la komen kat entry ni nah? Hihihik.

Bagi aku, tak salah nak campur bahasa ni. Seronok k. Lagipun aku rasa takda masalah kat mana-mana, campur ja bahasa macam rojak, rojak tu kan sedap. Tak gitu? Hehehehe.

Tapi kalau hang rasa BI hang cekang, cakap jela BI pun, takda sapa halang plus itu lebih bagus.

"Gunakanlah bahasa kebangsaan kita, marilah amalkan ramai-ramai".

Acewah..

Hahahaha that's all! Finally ada jugak benda aku boleh 'bincang' kat sini setelah 34 juta tahun aku tak update entry sebegini.

Take care!

Love, Atyn. xx

02 November 2012

Deep in my heart. x

Assalammualaikum.

Allah, thanks for always being there for me when there's no one would listens my story.

Allah, thanks for being a great Listener to me whenever there's no one would understand my story.

Thanks for all this abilities. Abilities to breaths, talks, eats, sleeps, prays, laughs, cry & listens.

*pause*

"Ketika kau tidak mempunyai siapa-siapa, ketahuilah, Allah itu lebih dari mencukupi" 

Petikan dari film Di Bawah Lindungan Kaabah.

*play*

Pernah tak suatu ketika rasa nak insaf tapi ada saja halangan utk berbuat demikian?

Aku ni selalu.

x