chapter 20; God created me with love.

26 August 2013

the reasons


even its hard to let go the people who used to be with us but sometimes we have to let them go. its good for them & might be for us.

now, i'm deleting people who used to be with me but now they're just a person i used to knew. yes even its hard but sometimes we have to be heartless.

i'm not saying that was such a easy things to do but do we have an options? let them go or we stay in this situation which is hurt us so much? i rather choose to stay in this way, not letting people in easily & be heartless.

i'm sorry. i think i'm changed. i'm not a type a person i used to be, who cared too much, love too much & easily forgive people who hurt me.

by having this new soul, this new version of me, i wanna be happy. i have to forget those people who don't appreciate me & forget me too.

people asked me why the hell i'm being like this--
there's one answer, i used to this.
people come & go, so be prepare.

don't expect too much from them. they will leave when they get boring with us.

start a new day with a new smile, will you? (:

so, good night moon. have a nice day ahead.

*deleting memories between me & them* DONE!

thanks for these girls who made my day lately. i miss my nado, nisak, tasah, wani so much. 

so keep smiling no matter what! everything happen, i bet it happens for a reason. hehe bye humans! (:

/counting days till the walking dead season 4/

20 August 2013

mess life


God knows that my life is miserable yet He still give me a tests, to make me strong, i guess.

i'm tired with all these bullshit.

life, give me some break, will ya? i'm tired..

i really need someone to talk to but seems like everyone left me like i was nothing. thank you so much. i'm glad to had you guys, once, in my life.

i pray, i praying hard. i know He listens. i know He exist.

God, take my heart with You. i gave a little piece of my heart to humans, they break it. now, please, have mine?

bye everyone. xo

17 August 2013

raya 2013


i hope i'm not too late to wishing you guys selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin for what i've done since i posting those entries, kot kot ada yang terasa, form bottom of my heart, aku minta maaf.

so how's your raya this year? *smile*

tahun ni raya paling hambar.

yeah well, raya tahun ni without husband lagi eh waitttt what atyn? without husband? yes, im single as fuck & i think that alright. im still young, though. lol

saja ja acah ihik ihik.

taktau aaa nak taip apa dah. haaaaaaa

so im here about to belajaq how to drive le car with my father & brother in law this petang & i'm scared as hell. pernah bawak 2 kali pusing jalan dekat rumah guna kereta kancil pikah & now aku kena drive citroen yang sah sah berlainan dengan kereta malaysia.

wish me luck (:

pasal kerja lak, pikah cakap kami inshaAllah start kerja awai bulan september. may Allah ease everything. ameen

ala alaaaaa sad me is sad sebab taktau nak update apa. eh korang korang kalau yang ada twitter jejemput follow i ok ((tetiba promote)), follow; @atynroslan_

i better go. nothing to tell ya guys right here la i need an ideas! hmp. so enjoy your raya with your loves one & be safe wherever you are!

okay bye! have a good day ahead guys. muah muah! (: x

05 August 2013

chilling around yo


ramadan is about to leave us. sedih ok sedih *kesat ayaq mata bertalu*

raya lagi berapa hari je lagi. how's your raya preparation so far? gewd? hehe.

takda apa nak cerita lah tapi naaaaaak sangat update blog. so hi people! how ya doing? me is good, alhamdulillah.

aku malas nak cerita la bangang. bye. ahahahahaahaaaahhahahahahahha sorry

so satgi nakpi tengok wayang ((inshaAllah)) & berbuka dengan temen temen sekolah yuk ah.

bye humans. happy fasting! (: x