chapter 20; God created me with love.

14 July 2014

gah

Assalammualaikum.

salam ramadan! dah masuk minggu ke berapa ntah tapi yang aku tau tinggai lagi 14 hari kita akan berpuasa pastu semua sibuk nak raya. tak sabaqnya!

hari khamis haritu kami celebrate birthday husband pikah, abang lan. semua plan was made by me. nak surprise dia kat restaurant fav dia. beli kek apa semua sampai lewat malam baru nak pi surprise kan. and you guess whut, it works! ahahahah dia punya terkejut tu sampai berpeluh. rasakan!

aku sebagai tukang tembak menatang yang keluaq kertas tu bersedia kemain last last aku tersalah sasaran bila pi tembak kat muka pikah. mau kelam sat dia waktu tu ahahahah. pastu semua gelak sebab tak jadi surprise part tembak menembak tu. ahahaha spoiled!

before that aku ber-iftorrr dengan nad. just two of us. saja nak romantisss sikit tinggai kami dua gossip like there's no tomorrow. ahahahah kalau ramai ramai nantilah.

so here's a pictures of that night.






gambaq nad takda sobs sorry. kahkah 

okay byeeee selamat berpuasa! 

03 July 2014

rand0m

Assalammualaikum.

salam ramadan. selamat menjalani ibadah puasa ye.

aku sihat. orang sekeliling aku pun sihat. alhamdulillah. sebenaqnya aku taktau nak cerita mende. tapi nak sangat update. haih.

i dont know man, this feeling is weird. i cant describe. im not even falling in love or whut ((although im being more heartless, play safe is a must)) but seriously i just need someone who always be there for me no matter what.

but at the same time i wanna be alone. see? i cant even understand with my own problems.

penah kena bila kita buat baik dengan orang, orang balas taik? aku rasa benda tu sekarang padahai aku sendiri pun taktau sapa yang tengah bertaik dengan aku. sobs.

*safe and sound by taylor swift*

even not your own bff will always be there for you forever kan? i can feel it right now. haih.

ayat atas tu tetiba rasa nak taip. hm.

berjalan atas kaki sendiri tanpa mengharapkan orang. yas!




at the end of all, all you have is yourself.

so, be independent.

fuck those feelings. i should be happy.