feelings

Assalammualaikum.

sometimes i regret that i let him into me. you know what i mean? i shouldn't. but it's late to undo everything.

i do i'm falling for him for whoever he is. how jerk he was but somehow i love him. this feelings can't lie.  i get jealous over smallest things because i can't control it.

but now, the feeling seems like wanna fading away. my feeling towards him like fading. i don't know what is wrong.

i do wanna let him go.. its all about me right now. about the feelings. i can't lie anymore. whenever i said "i love u", sometimes i don't mean it. i said it because i used to tell him everyday. but deep in my heart, i don't wanna lose him.

God, tell me what i have to do?

now, i don't wanna think about love. stop being silly dear self. just focus on life. focus on my diet & exercise. that could be worth.

sorry for this bad grammar. aku malas nak pikiaq lah bangang. aku taip apa yg terlintas ja ni.

bye.

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