sometimes i regret that i let him into me. you know what i mean? i shouldn't. but it's late to undo everything.
i do i'm falling for him for whoever he is. how jerk he was but somehow i love him. this feelings can't lie. i get jealous over smallest things because i can't control it.
but now, the feeling seems like wanna fading away. my feeling towards him like fading. i don't know what is wrong.
i do wanna let him go.. its all about me right now. about the feelings. i can't lie anymore. whenever i said "i love u", sometimes i don't mean it. i said it because i used to tell him everyday. but deep in my heart, i don't wanna lose him.
God, tell me what i have to do?
now, i don't wanna think about love. stop being silly dear self. just focus on life. focus on my diet & exercise. that could be worth.
sorry for this bad grammar. aku malas nak pikiaq lah bangang. aku taip apa yg terlintas ja ni.
Kita bertengkar soal yg remeh sahaja
Kita bertelagah soal yg mudah sahaja
Tentang lambat membalas sms
Tentang tidak kata i love u di hujung panggilan
Tentang cara bercakap dah tak macam selalu
Kita mula ungkit siapa yang lebih banyak berkorban
Siapa yang lebih cinta siapa
Siapa yang sudah mula berubah
Kita sebenarnya ok-ok sahaja
Cuma kita rindu sesama kita
Takpa, nanti kita jumpa