|photo&edit by me|
i hate myself for loving you too much.
i hate myself for putting too much hope on you.
how i wish when you & others ask me whether i'm fine or not, i wanna answer that with "no, i'm not damn okay. i need you to hold me close & make me stay". ugh
but you never get it, don't you?
i'm smiling in pain.
lulz buat teruk kejadah apa hahahahah bye