salam ramadhan people!
sorry bcs i'm not updating this blog for a long time. dah ramadan baru gegeh nak update. ni pun sebab bosan. hihi.
so yeah fyi i've been rejected with someone i waited for 2 years & i'm okay with that. it kinda disappointing but life must go on.
after what I've been through, i kinda losing a faith in love. i learned something from my past. i really need to be careful & i'm not going to easily let anyone in after this.
serious weh lepas semua ni aku macam heartless gila. people come & go. i dont know what the heck is wrong with me. lepas ni nak tumpu cari duit & ilmu jela. dekatkan diri dengan Tuhan lagi senang takdalah aku sakit hati camni.
today, i choose to be happy.
today, i choose to leave you alone.
today, i choose to stand on my own feet.
and today, you'll never look at me as yesterday.
i'm done with everything. i'm tired of all these shit.
"he dont deserve u. Ure strong & freaking brave" -@AntiHoney
by the way, thanks for those who always be there for me through thick & thin. i will never forget that. so does Allah, cuma Dia mampu bayar.
cuma ingat, kalau dah jodoh tu Allah dah tetap, larilah sejauh mana pun kita tetap jumpa balik. kalau tak berjodoh di dunia, di akhirat masih ada. have a faith in Him.
cuma sekarang aku tak ready dengan apa2 lagi, i mean, love. langsung tak bersedia. kawan-kawan aku ada yg dah kahwin & ada yg plan nak kahwin & i'm here all alone. its Allah's plan. i put a trust in Him & let Him handle the rest. kan? chill.
kepada gadis2 kat luar sana yg ranap sebab confessed & kena reject, don't worry, you're not alone, we're in the same boat. chill. at least we tried. depa tu yg bodoh sebab tolak. you know, aku baca kat mana ntah pasai lelaki yg reject perempuan tanpa sebab ni merupakan lelaki paling bodoh kat dunia. yups.
depa taktau agaknya camna perempuan tu kumpul segala kekuatan untuk bagitau. depa taktau macam mana rasanya bila perempuan tu susun ayat cantik punya semata2 nak mengaku. depa taktau & depa takkan pernah ambik tau, you know why? sebab depa buta, pekak & bodoh.
I NEEDED NO ONE BUT MYSELF.
true shit. okay aku nak bagi tips kat jiwa jiwa yg parah sebab cinta ni. tips dia 2 ja. first, kalau tengah sakit sekarang, jumpa Dia. ya, yg cipta kita & yg duk bagi kita bernyawa sekarang. mintak kat Dia kekuatan & kesabaran. you know after i prayed for the best, He answered. banyakkan mintak dekat Dia, Dia suka. tu pasai Dia Ar-Rahman ((Maha Pemurah)). Dia pun tak suka tengok kita sedih dikecewakan & Dia akan bagi kesenangan hati, sebab apa Dia bagi? sebab Dia Ar-Rahim ((Maha Penyayang)). yups.
banyakkan ingat kat Dia, Dia akan ingat kita balik. berbaloi sangat okay. dari ingat orang yg tak tentu hala yg tak sure dia pun ingat kat kita balik sangatlah buang masa.
tips yg kedua, jangan cepat jatuh cinta & letak harapan menggunung. senang. hang tak sakit hati. buat taktau sudah. buat rilek. calm your titties girls. ahahaha.
bukan nak kata apa tapi aku macam takda hati dah nak bercinta lani. huhu
okay that's all. takmau sedih sedih dah. life must go on. sesapa yg rasa down gila lani bawak2 pi sembahyang & doa kat Dia. eh? hehe.
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