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Assalammualaikum.

salam ramadan! dah masuk minggu ke berapa ntah tapi yang aku tau tinggai lagi 14 hari kita akan berpuasa pastu semua sibuk nak raya. tak sabaqnya!

hari khamis haritu kami celebrate birthday husband pikah, abang lan. semua plan was made by me. nak surprise dia kat restaurant fav dia. beli kek apa semua sampai lewat malam baru nak pi surprise kan. and you guess whut, it works! ahahahah dia punya terkejut tu sampai berpeluh. rasakan!

aku sebagai tukang tembak menatang yang keluaq kertas tu bersedia kemain last last aku tersalah sasaran bila pi tembak kat muka pikah. mau kelam sat dia waktu tu ahahahah. pastu semua gelak sebab tak jadi surprise part tembak menembak tu. ahahaha spoiled!

before that aku ber-iftorrr dengan nad. just two of us. saja nak romantisss sikit tinggai kami dua gossip like there's no tomorrow. ahahahah kalau ramai ramai nantilah.

so here's a pictures of that night.

gambaq nad takda sobs sorry. kahkah 

okay byeeee selamat berpuasa! 

rand0m

Assalammualaikum.

salam ramadan. selamat menjalani ibadah puasa ye.

aku sihat. orang sekeliling aku pun sihat. alhamdulillah. sebenaqnya aku taktau nak cerita mende. tapi nak sangat update. haih.

i dont know man, this feeling is weird. i cant describe. im not even falling in love or whut ((although im being more heartless, play safe is a must)) but seriously i just need someone who always be there for me no matter what.

but at the same time i wanna be alone. see? i cant even understand with my own problems.

penah kena bila kita buat baik dengan orang, orang balas taik? aku rasa benda tu sekarang padahai aku sendiri pun taktau sapa yang tengah bertaik dengan aku. sobs.

*safe and sound by taylor swift*

even not your own bff will always be there for you forever kan? i can feel it right now. haih.

ayat atas tu tetiba rasa nak taip. hm.

berjalan atas kaki sendiri tanpa mengharapkan orang. yas!

at the end of all, all you have is yourself.

so, be independent.

fuck those feelings. i should be happy.

i'm wondering who's gonna be next to me nanti? ahahahahah ok lifeless.

p/s; i love my life right now. alhamdulillah. Allah, please keep me in this track (: xo 

function of brain...

Assalammualaikum.

depa cakap "beli kereta lah senang sikit..."

aku jawab "sabaq dulu, ni baru beli motor, penat lah camni..."

depa sesenang cakap "beli ja, yang bayaq tu abah & mama".

okay stop. they thought i bought my motorcycle by using my parents's money. just because they know that aku anak manja & anak last, sesenang gila babi tuduh aku guna duit mama & abah.

sepantas kilat abah jawab "dia beli guna duit dia sendiri. duit yang dia jadi photographer. tak guna duit kami pun".

muka depa berubah. mungkin malu sebab tuduh aku camtu. aku senyum. terima kasih abah sebab bela adik. sebab cakap tu duit adik. sebab jawab bagi pihak adik. sebab buktikan kat depa anak abah hat last ni pun mampu berdiri atas kaki sendiri walaupun kadang kadang masih mengharap "kaki" orang. ahahahah

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lain kali guna otak sebelum cakap. guna lah sebab kalau tak guna tu mungkin boleh sakitkan hati orang. tau? saja ja aku nak update kes ni sebab bosan. hihihi okbaiiiiiiiiiiii

its been a while....

Assalammualaikum.

hello april! its been an ages since i didnt post anything on this blog. i'm sorry. what a busy life & i love it! i didnt expect that 2014 gives so much lesson & good things for me. syukur alhamdulillah.

fyi i just bought a motorcycle for myself hasil aku kerja selama ni. thanks to my parents also la sebab sudi pinjamkan sikit duit depa kan. hihi. yups i bought it in cash. takyah susah bayaq hutang bebulan kan? hehe thanks Allah.

actually i dont know what else to tell here la. okay lah aku nak share gegambaq sepanjang aku sibuk ni kan mana tau kalau kalau ada hati yg merinduiku. aiceh.

okay ni boleh letak hashtag throwback tapi i tak mampu noks. ni waktu kenduri pikah. saja nak letak hang peduli ape. 

ni waktu pi kenduri rumah man. yg belakang tu dah pregnant dah tu yg bambam sikit hehehehe :p 

ok sebenaqnya takda apa pun aku nak share. kahkah. sesapa rajin followlah instagram saye yeeeee, sila klik sini instagram_AtynRoslan

okbaaaaaaaai!

2014 seems great!

Assalammualaikum.

alhamdulillah for everything. thanks Allah for all opportunity You give to me. i feel blessed. i feel alive.

i was being so down back then when dadsie not allowed me to work in Penang. i was hopeless. i dont have any back up plan but now Allah shows that every single things have their own hikmah.

okay pardon me english. kikikiki ((gelak apakah?))

so, i went to this interview, in Jitra meh. as a clinic assistant. and with my faith in Allah, i got that job. syukur alhamdulillah. so i will start on next Monday, 3rd of February.

dear 2014, please slow down. chill lah nak kalut pi mana? perasan tak sat ja masuk bulan 2 dah.

oh ya, last but not least, this saturday & sunday pikah once again hire me to be her photographer for her wedding. i am so nervous because this is my first job for wedding. a big things okay!! hehe.

that's all. take care guys & gong xi fa cai!

oh god i really miss the suasana of kerja dekat b-save stationery dulu, musim raya cina jugaklah. dapat bos bos chinese yg baik hati. alahai i miss them so much. miss sheira & ting ting. aiya. rindu suasana perang dengan bos suruh buka lagu lain sebab asyik buka lagu raya cina ja. ahahaha.

okay bye! (: xo