Assalammualaikum.
alhamdulillah for everything. thanks Allah for all opportunity You give to me. i feel blessed. i feel alive.
i was being so down back then when dadsie not allowed me to work in Penang. i was hopeless. i dont have any back up plan but now Allah shows that every single things have their own hikmah.
okay pardon me english. kikikiki ((gelak apakah?))
so, i went to this interview, in Jitra meh. as a clinic assistant. and with my faith in Allah, i got that job. syukur alhamdulillah. so i will start on next Monday, 3rd of February.
dear 2014, please slow down. chill lah nak kalut pi mana? perasan tak sat ja masuk bulan 2 dah.
oh ya, last but not least, this saturday & sunday pikah once again hire me to be her photographer for her wedding. i am so nervous because this is my first job for wedding. a big things okay!! hehe.
that's all. take care guys & gong xi fa cai!
oh god i really miss the suasana of kerja dekat b-save stationery dulu, musim raya cina jugaklah. dapat bos bos chinese yg baik hati. alahai i miss them so much. miss sheira & ting ting. aiya. rindu suasana perang dengan bos suruh buka lagu lain sebab asyik buka lagu raya cina ja. ahahaha.
okay bye! (: xo
30 January 2014
28 January 2014
i miss us
i really had a good vibes with my friends. alhamdulillah im not the person yg tak suka berkawan plus i love to meet a new peoples.
malam ni aku rindu kenangan aku. kenangan dengan kawan2 aku. how fast time flies. its been a long time since i left that school & we didnt have a chance to gather together, yet.
pardon my english. kuikui.
malam ni terasa nak dengaq lagu ipang, sahabat kecil. rasa sebak dan dan mai sebab rindu laskar pelangi. one of my favorite indonesia films. yg akan buat airmata tertumpah jugak kalau tengok. aku ingat lagi dok layan movie ni waktu balik sekolah dulu sebab astro kan suka ulang. hehe
aku rindu 2 orang manusia ni & luckily im gonna spend my time with them real soon. tak sabaq ok.
dah tatau nak taip apa sebab tetiba takdak mood. ahahahahaha. take care guys. and happy holidays! xo
22 January 2014
masa itu kan emas.
hi everyone.
tadi aku pi interview. dekat klinik gigi area jitra jugak. actually along la yg pi 'sign up' aku untuk job tu dekat facebook bila doktor tu cari pembantu klinik.
dok petang tu along call cakap depa panggil aku pi interview. and i was like whuthehell aku tatau apa pun kan? then along pun explained la blablabla malas pulak gua nak story sini.
straight to the point, aku pi interview tadi. its kinda weird sebab depa buat interview waktu petang, 5:45pm baru start.
aku sampai ja pekerja dia suruh tunggu. dekat 30 minit jugak aku rasa aku menunggu. pastu ada bakal penghuni syurga datang kat aku tanya soalan ntah apa2. (baca: bakal penghuni syurga tu maksudnya budak sindrom down la). dia anak doktor. mula2 cakap kakak-saya pastu terus akak-engko. rasa macam nak tampaq pun ada tapi iols sabar.
ahahahah. tunggu punya lama pastu datanglah doktor perempuan suruh aku jumpa dia. aku hulurkan fail yg ada sijil2 aku. dia tanya lulusan apa & buat kerja apa sekarang. aku pun jawab.
"duduklah.."
aku baru duduk dia dah selak 3 pages. dia tanya soalan tadi pastu aku jawab pastu tak sampai 5 minit dia cakap
"takpalah, tulis nama kat depan & number tel. nanti kami call. sebab ramai sangat interview".
aku bangun pi tulis & aku blah.
tunggu 30 minit tapi interview 5 minit ja. kejadah sangat. tapi aku tahan.
kaya pi lah macam mana pun, berjawatan tinggi melangit apa pun tapi kalau tak reti hormat masa orang aku cadangkan pergi meninggal jela.
pernah dengaq masa itu emas? rugi betei aku tengok emas aku dibuang camtu ja.
bye.
21 January 2014
wind of change
salam. idk how to start. btw i am using this blogger for android since my lappy buat hal tak senonoh ew.
but i think i have more ideas lah when it comes to updating my blog on this phone. hehe. pardon my english. i know its bad.
okay i wanna talk about us. muslim. awak seorang muslim? kalau ya, teruskan membaca. kalau bukan pun apa salahnya ye dak. hihi.
"hang ni ic ja tulis islam tapi suruh baca bismillah pun tak reti. sembahyang pun tunggang langgang. puasa kemain haram. cuit bukan muhrim serupa depa tu laki bini hang kan?"
pedihnya ayat tu kan? pedih sangat. part solat tunggang langgang tu lagi lah sedih bila baca macam benda tu poik kena dekat batang hidung sendiri.
aku tatau nak mula macam mana. bab intro ni aku lemah. okay, pernah tak dalam satu ketika dalam diri hangpa timbul satu perasaan nak berubah? takmau dah buat benda lagha. takmau dan buat dosa. apa yg kita nak is ketenangan. ketenangan dalam islam. kita cari islam. kita jumpa & amalkan cara hidup islam. sembahyang pun tak sesenang tinggai.
aku baca dekat facebook. ada sorang mamat ni share status berunsur peringatan. aku pun baca aa. dia cakap jangan sesenang like gambaq pompuan tak tutup aurat, sebab tak pasai2 kita dapat saham dosa dia. dia tulis lagi bab kalau kita like gambaq orang camtu, kita ni jadi macam saksi gambaq dia tu. terkejut jugak aku.
start from that day memang aku pilih jugak gambaq mana hat tak tutup aurat tu aku tak like. sorry ah. u can called me lame but its alright. aku lagi takutkan Allah dari aku takutkan manusia.
aku jugak ada baca novel yg berunsur keagamaan. memang terasa nak kahwin dengan org yg amalkan apa yg agama dia suruh. u know what i mean? pilih suami ni bukan macam pilih barang. ni kalau dengan tak sembahyang, tak puasa & dah tu sembahyang jumaat pun tak pi ada pompuan nak? kan perempuan kan?
aku tak cakap kita as a girl kena cari yg sempurna. well hello mr perfect wont come lah kalau diri kita sendiri pun terumbang ambing. nak jodoh yg baik tapi kita still buat bodoh soal kebaikkan diri sendiri.
nak jodoh yg terbaik sedangkan masjid pun awak tak jejak. nak jodoh yg baik sedangkan kaki awak pun melangkah masuk club.
"perempuan yg baik utk lelaki yg baik & lelaki yg baik utk perempuan yg baik" - surah an-nur 26.
so sesama lah kita perbaiki diri kita sendiri. ikut nafsu membunuh. kuatkan iman, hiasi peribadi. semoga entry ni sedikit sebanyak dapat membantu. eceh ustazah sangat cara aku update ni. kahkah. maaflah kalau ada terkasaq bahasa ka apa ka. tau?
cuba amalkan baca al fatihah untuk ibu bapa kita walau yg masih hidup. doa seorang anak ke ibunya sampai. dont worry. rezeki Allah yg hang tak jangka pun akan mai. hihi. pastu sebelum tidoq pulak istigfar banyak2 & maafkan orang yg buat salah dengan kita. ok?
okay thats all. have a nice day! (: xo
20 December 2013
ko pehal
Assalammualaikum.
supp guys? i dont know why i'm still sitting right here, updating something on my blog.
fyi, aku dah kembali jobless. tapi takdalah jobless sepenuh masa. aku ada kerja jugak jadi photographer sambilan ni. in sha Allah dengan semua duit tu aku kumpul nak ambik lesen kereta. kali ni memang betui betui kena kerja baru dapat apa yang aku nak. sebelum ni harap dekat orang ja suapkan. alhamdulillah.
haritu aku pi langkawi. shoot tunang aniq which is my brother in law's cousin. quite tiring but im okay.
aku malas betui nak taip ni tapi...................ah malas! ahahahahahahah
nantilah kalau aku rajin, aku update. bye manusia.
supp guys? i dont know why i'm still sitting right here, updating something on my blog.
fyi, aku dah kembali jobless. tapi takdalah jobless sepenuh masa. aku ada kerja jugak jadi photographer sambilan ni. in sha Allah dengan semua duit tu aku kumpul nak ambik lesen kereta. kali ni memang betui betui kena kerja baru dapat apa yang aku nak. sebelum ni harap dekat orang ja suapkan. alhamdulillah.
haritu aku pi langkawi. shoot tunang aniq which is my brother in law's cousin. quite tiring but im okay.
aku malas betui nak taip ni tapi...................ah malas! ahahahahahahah
nantilah kalau aku rajin, aku update. bye manusia.
02 December 2013
Can i skip this part?
Assalammualaikum.
Hi guys. Sorry for not updating quite a while. I’m busy. Busy with my fucked up life. But still, Alhamdulillah, at least I’m alive.
By the way, how you guys doing? Good? Hope so.. I’m kind a busy with my new job. I’m being a clerk in Jitra. Sorry for not telling you guys that I’m not working in Penang because dadsie don’t want me to work there. *sobs*. Its okay. I’ll used to it.
Switch to bm lah.
For your information, kereta dadsie kena pecah & the fucking useless thief took all abah’s stuffs. Abah kan main kapal terbang & yes they took all the planes. Malam tu aku tidur lambat, kalau tau benda nak jadi dah lama aku duduk kat luar huhuhuhuhu *regret*. Hmm but never mind benda nak jadi kan? Its written.
Aku keluar dengan alip, nanad & anon malam tu & balik rumah around 1.30am. waktu dalam kereta tu yang ada Cuma aku & alip since kami dah hantaq anon & nanad balik. I asked alip “sunyi kan kawasan rumah aku?”. Alip said yes. Memang sunyi. Tenteram sangat. Waktu sampai tu ada jiran aku dekat luar baru balik kerja. Aku tegur dia.
Dok pagi esok tu dengar mama cakap kuat gila & I thought that mama mad at me because I went home lewat kan padahal kereta abah dah kena pecah. I feel sorry for abah. Dia down sangat. Yela, all those stuff quite expensive & he love them very much. Sapa tak sedih kan barang yang kita sayang diambil orang?
Abah went to police station lah buat report. And memang berita kecurian tu tersebar luas. Kawan kawan abah semua masukkan dalam forum RC & now semua ‘pilot’ RC satu Malaysia dah tau & ada yang respon hantaq mesej dekat abah, kira depa semua ambik berat jugak & we feel very blessed. Thank you for your concerns.
Then ada jirans((teenagers)) ni datang rumah told abah that they saw the thief & they explain lah macam mana depa nampak depa tu yang memang mencurigakan gila & malam esok tu depa berjaya bawak suspek kat rumah. You guys still remember that my jiran that I tegur waktu balik tu? Yes, he saw them too.
Oh, did I mentioned that pencuri tu bukan sorang? Ye, ramai. Fucking useless mans in wide world, yes, depa lah. My jiran told that he saw motor ex-5 biru & number plat dekat belakang 34. So does all the teenagers yang nampak motor lalu lalang depan rumah tu which is pencuri tu lah.
Malam esok tu all the teenagers came to my house bring the suspect lah. Abah asked him a lot of question & he said “bukan saya ambik” & ayat ayat tak mengaku lah. Yela, sapa nak mengaku kan? Malam tu kecoh jugaklah depan rumah. That boy yang depa bawak tu naik motor number plat kat belakang 34 & colour biru. He’s 15 years old kid. He said that dia taktau mende & dia duk cybercafé sampai pagi & motor dia tu ada kawan pinjam.
Abah asked him to call his friend yang pinjam motor tu & he said that he cant remember who the fuck yang pinjam sebab ramai sangat & abah cakaplah “call semua yang pinjam” & you know what he said? “saya takda number depa”.
What a stupid fucking excuses. Ah I just wanna bitch slap hard this kid for God’s sake.
Abah called the polices & they arrested him. Bukan sebab kapal terbang tapi sebab dia mengaku dia ‘makan’ ice. Not a ice cream, dumbass. Ice, a kind of drug.
Kami temui jalan buntu. Buntu sangat. Sebab suspect dah kena cekup & tak mengaku. Haihs. I asked my friends’s for help, but it didn’t work either. Pity abah. Hm. Its been a week since that kejadian. Since that day memang kami trauma habis, kunci pintu pagar sepanjang masa. Sebelum ni tak kunci pun takpa, motor biar kat luar tak kunci pun takpa, kadang kadang sampai semua terlupa nak kunci pagar & pintu rumah & motor kat luar tak berkunci sedangkan semua tengah sedap membuta dalam rumah, yes, malam.
Its been about 20 years since takda kes jenayah & suddenly ada. Sebelum kejadian ni terjadi, dah ada dah jiran aku burung dia hilang. And after burung tu, kedai repair kereta kena pecah masuk & the-fucking-useless-thief-may-they-rot-in-hell took all the spanar. Haihs.
Police said to abah that my taman dah jadi kawasan ‘panas’. You know what it means? Means yang dah tak selamat. On the night that they took abah’s stuffs tu hujan, so polis tak ronda lah ((kami punya pikiaq sendiri lah hihi)).
The silly question people asked “tak dengar ka cermin kereta pecah?”. No, morons. No. because kami bukan dok dalam kereta, kami dok dalam rumah. Rumah pulak pesen susah nak dengaq apa yang jadi kat luar. Depa letak kain & pecahkan & that’s why takda bunyi apa. Think.
By the way abah already bought himself a radio ((remote)). Gah, did I mentioned about stuff yang hilang? Ok, let me.
1) Glider ((kapal terbang))
2) Kapal terbang mustang ((which is the stuff that abah love so much & its expensive))
3) A radio ((remote))
Sekarang ni benda yang termampu buat is doa & ikhtiar cara tradisional. Have a faith. I wanna thanked to peoples who really ambik berat pasal kes ni, thank you so much guys for always being there for abah whenever he need you guys the most.
Allah bless us together.
Semoga pencuri tu bagi balik barang abah. They cant fly lah, depa bukan tau nak main pun. Starter untuk mustang depa tak ambik padahal dekat dalam bonnet. Minyak kapal terbang pun tak ambik which is we can see how stupid they were because they didn’t check what inside the bonnet.
Okay, that’s all. Bye guys. Take care. Xo
Hi guys. Sorry for not updating quite a while. I’m busy. Busy with my fucked up life. But still, Alhamdulillah, at least I’m alive.
By the way, how you guys doing? Good? Hope so.. I’m kind a busy with my new job. I’m being a clerk in Jitra. Sorry for not telling you guys that I’m not working in Penang because dadsie don’t want me to work there. *sobs*. Its okay. I’ll used to it.
Switch to bm lah.
For your information, kereta dadsie kena pecah & the fucking useless thief took all abah’s stuffs. Abah kan main kapal terbang & yes they took all the planes. Malam tu aku tidur lambat, kalau tau benda nak jadi dah lama aku duduk kat luar huhuhuhuhu *regret*. Hmm but never mind benda nak jadi kan? Its written.
Aku keluar dengan alip, nanad & anon malam tu & balik rumah around 1.30am. waktu dalam kereta tu yang ada Cuma aku & alip since kami dah hantaq anon & nanad balik. I asked alip “sunyi kan kawasan rumah aku?”. Alip said yes. Memang sunyi. Tenteram sangat. Waktu sampai tu ada jiran aku dekat luar baru balik kerja. Aku tegur dia.
Dok pagi esok tu dengar mama cakap kuat gila & I thought that mama mad at me because I went home lewat kan padahal kereta abah dah kena pecah. I feel sorry for abah. Dia down sangat. Yela, all those stuff quite expensive & he love them very much. Sapa tak sedih kan barang yang kita sayang diambil orang?
Abah went to police station lah buat report. And memang berita kecurian tu tersebar luas. Kawan kawan abah semua masukkan dalam forum RC & now semua ‘pilot’ RC satu Malaysia dah tau & ada yang respon hantaq mesej dekat abah, kira depa semua ambik berat jugak & we feel very blessed. Thank you for your concerns.
Then ada jirans((teenagers)) ni datang rumah told abah that they saw the thief & they explain lah macam mana depa nampak depa tu yang memang mencurigakan gila & malam esok tu depa berjaya bawak suspek kat rumah. You guys still remember that my jiran that I tegur waktu balik tu? Yes, he saw them too.
Oh, did I mentioned that pencuri tu bukan sorang? Ye, ramai. Fucking useless mans in wide world, yes, depa lah. My jiran told that he saw motor ex-5 biru & number plat dekat belakang 34. So does all the teenagers yang nampak motor lalu lalang depan rumah tu which is pencuri tu lah.
Malam esok tu all the teenagers came to my house bring the suspect lah. Abah asked him a lot of question & he said “bukan saya ambik” & ayat ayat tak mengaku lah. Yela, sapa nak mengaku kan? Malam tu kecoh jugaklah depan rumah. That boy yang depa bawak tu naik motor number plat kat belakang 34 & colour biru. He’s 15 years old kid. He said that dia taktau mende & dia duk cybercafé sampai pagi & motor dia tu ada kawan pinjam.
Abah asked him to call his friend yang pinjam motor tu & he said that he cant remember who the fuck yang pinjam sebab ramai sangat & abah cakaplah “call semua yang pinjam” & you know what he said? “saya takda number depa”.
What a stupid fucking excuses. Ah I just wanna bitch slap hard this kid for God’s sake.
Abah called the polices & they arrested him. Bukan sebab kapal terbang tapi sebab dia mengaku dia ‘makan’ ice. Not a ice cream, dumbass. Ice, a kind of drug.
Kami temui jalan buntu. Buntu sangat. Sebab suspect dah kena cekup & tak mengaku. Haihs. I asked my friends’s for help, but it didn’t work either. Pity abah. Hm. Its been a week since that kejadian. Since that day memang kami trauma habis, kunci pintu pagar sepanjang masa. Sebelum ni tak kunci pun takpa, motor biar kat luar tak kunci pun takpa, kadang kadang sampai semua terlupa nak kunci pagar & pintu rumah & motor kat luar tak berkunci sedangkan semua tengah sedap membuta dalam rumah, yes, malam.
Its been about 20 years since takda kes jenayah & suddenly ada. Sebelum kejadian ni terjadi, dah ada dah jiran aku burung dia hilang. And after burung tu, kedai repair kereta kena pecah masuk & the-fucking-useless-thief-may-they-rot-in-hell took all the spanar. Haihs.
Police said to abah that my taman dah jadi kawasan ‘panas’. You know what it means? Means yang dah tak selamat. On the night that they took abah’s stuffs tu hujan, so polis tak ronda lah ((kami punya pikiaq sendiri lah hihi)).
The silly question people asked “tak dengar ka cermin kereta pecah?”. No, morons. No. because kami bukan dok dalam kereta, kami dok dalam rumah. Rumah pulak pesen susah nak dengaq apa yang jadi kat luar. Depa letak kain & pecahkan & that’s why takda bunyi apa. Think.
By the way abah already bought himself a radio ((remote)). Gah, did I mentioned about stuff yang hilang? Ok, let me.
1) Glider ((kapal terbang))
2) Kapal terbang mustang ((which is the stuff that abah love so much & its expensive))
3) A radio ((remote))
Sekarang ni benda yang termampu buat is doa & ikhtiar cara tradisional. Have a faith. I wanna thanked to peoples who really ambik berat pasal kes ni, thank you so much guys for always being there for abah whenever he need you guys the most.
Allah bless us together.
Semoga pencuri tu bagi balik barang abah. They cant fly lah, depa bukan tau nak main pun. Starter untuk mustang depa tak ambik padahal dekat dalam bonnet. Minyak kapal terbang pun tak ambik which is we can see how stupid they were because they didn’t check what inside the bonnet.
Okay, that’s all. Bye guys. Take care. Xo
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